When I was in Kindergarten

Hello Mom.
I remember when I was in Kindergarten, I went to school in this little house, that was on the property of elementry/high school/college, campus. I think I only went to kindergarten 1/2 a day... but I do remember the kids teasing me because I was quiet, had trouble learning,etc. I remember I was trying to get out of this one room and a kid was on the other side holding the door shut, finally he let go and I went flying back and hit my mouth on a wooden chair..I used to though get all of my bible verses right(I went to Christian school), and getting awards for being the quietest there...The babysitters that I went to lived right across the street from the kindergarten..so she and her son who was one year younger than me, would walk over to their house when school was done...I remember one time though, her son and I were throwing apples(I think they were apples, don't remember what), and they went thru the neighbors window( I couldnt' sit for a while after the babysitter got done with my bottom), Then I lost my grandpa(on my adopted Mom's side) sometime in September of when I was in Kindergarten, I don't remember much about him(my adopted Dad's Dad died in 1973, so I never knew him), but I have alot of memories of my two grandma's growing up....
Well that about does it for now...
Here is something I'd like you to do Mom, I would like you(when you get a chance/and or want to) tell me what you think about me, I know that sounds weird..but I want to know how you feel about me..what I can do to make you proud of me, and what do you expect from me when I come to visit with you and Dad.
I love you very very much

When I was Sixteen

Hello Mom,
Lets see, when I was sixteen I was in highschool(freshmen or sophmore), My two favorite things about being in Highschool was Lunch and Gym( I also played on the girls basketball team)..I was also volunteering for Adventist Medical hospital.I loved doing that(I did that up until I graduated from high-school and got a $750.00 scholar-ship for volunteering) I was going to church then too...and in church is where I met my ex-boyfriend(we also broke up in the church parking lot years later)...When I had my sweet-sixteen birthday, someone said sweet-sixteen and never been kissed(which I hadn't by him yet) so a little kid came up and she gave me a kiss, thinking that they meant no one has kissed me in my life..funny)
I also baby-sat for a neighbor much of the summer(its sad, though, the mom and stepdad of the children would always come home drunk..then tried to get me to drink..which I did a little), I think that is about it for this year of my life...what year would you like to see next Mom?
I love you and talk to you tomorrow....Good night and hugs

When I was Ten

Mom, I would love to tell you about anything you want to know..
I had a pretty good life when I was growing up...The thing I remember when I was ten was I was a pretty active kid, climbing trees(falling out of them), rollerskating,etc. I had a few friends that were mainly from the neighborhood, and one friend from school. During the summers I would always go up to either WhiteSalmon Washington, or Goldendale Washington to visit my Grandmas...Sense my birthday was during the summers I got to have my parties on mybirthday(the kids from school would show up, but didn't bother to talk to me anyother time) I was pretty much a quiet kid, getting in trouble once in awhile(like throwing rocks at moving cars), Also I bought my first kitten when I was ten, the kitten was a calico cat, very pretty I named her Caroline.
So that Mom, Is pretty much it for when I was ten. When I get a chance I will put up some pictures on Flickr of when I was a kid..sound good?
Talk to you in the morning! I love you
Hugs,
Sarah

Hmmm

Here it is..12:17am...bored out of my mind..and having nicotine withdrawls(only thing about that is I'm irritable, cranky, and jittery...
But I feel bad cause I didn't call you and Dad last night...I'm sorry...but I am going to call in the morning to talk to you and Dad...I do love you two though, I hope I didn't make you mad for not calling..:(
Talk to you soon,
I love you

Friday

Good Morning...
Well nothing exciting has happened during the night...same old quietness...but one thing that was cool though...I went all night without chewing(tobacco that is), if I can keep this up then I'll be tobacco free when I come to visit..No withdrawls yet...So I'm going to go for another walk outside, and then deliver some mail to the residents doors...then climb back on the computer and watch some videos that I have saved as favorites on youtube...
I hope you have a good day at work...I'll be good today too(it's hard though to get into trouble when I am sleeping)
I love you Mom,
Love Sarah

Today

Well I'm about to go to sleep so I'll be able to stay awake all night at work...Today's been really good..I went down again to the humane society(last night when I went was fun), so now I"m ready to grab a bite to eat, and lay down...
I"ll write more tonight from work as things start happining,
I love you

Tuesday NIght

Hello,
I won't be able to get on the computer tommorow, but I"ll be able to call you mom(and dad) tomorrow night...so I thought I'd blog now..Its been quiet here...I'm so sick of a certain person(not Lisa) who say that I'm rude and mean, and a inconsiderate person, I'm about the nicest person you can meet, I think of others alot more so than myself, all I want to do is please people. I'm so glad that I know you and Dad now, I know that no matter how much I get punished from you two, I know that I am loved, and you love me for who I am, something that one person in my life does not accept( again I"m not talking about Lisa), I broke down crying so hard, I almost lost myself, and almost put my hand thru a window..Lisa had to hold me until all I could do was crumple down...I wanted to talk to you, but it was too late to call(10:00pm your time), but all I can do now, is think of when I get to be with my parents, you two have me now..brat and all :)
I'll try to be a good girl for you and Dad...only a few times will you have to spank me or send me to the corner(or what-ever else in punishment you have in mind)...I better go for now..I wish I was there mom so you can tuck me into bed(will you do that mom? Please?) I love you..Talk to you tomorrow..Good Night

Tuesday Morning

Good Morning,
I woke up this morning in a great mood..I just put in the oven the chocolite chip muffins( I wish I knew how to send you one mom..:)
Today I"m going to work out for awhile at the gym(at work, if we work out for a certain amount of days during the week we get an extra $10.00) Then I"m going to come home and maybe watch a movie and call my friend in Oklahoma, and then call my mom and dad tonight..I love them both...I wish I could send myself in a envelope to them and show them how much they mean to me and show them how much I love them...
Well I'm going to jump off my blog..so I"ll blog tomorrow night..
Love,
Sarah Ann

Today..Monday

Hello,
Today was a excellent day...I spent most of it cleaning my room, and car..took my self out to Olive Garden Resturaunt..then on my way home, I got to talk to my dad, and when I got inside my home, I got to talk to my momma...
I'm proud of my self..I've behaved so far, no swear words(although I almost slipped when I was talking to dad)..
So tonight, I"m going to watch the show In the heat of the night that I have been taping, and go thru some mail, and spend time with my cat.
I love you Mom and Dad,
Good-night

Feeling better

Hello,
I am doing much better after talking to my mom and dad this morning, and getting some sleep. Today is going to be boring.. you know, clean room and house, cook,etc...I may go down to the humane society to spend some time with the animals..don't know yet..its just boring as heck now...at least I have a few days off now until Thursday...
I'm going to get off the computer now...Take care Mom,
Hugs and kisses,

Being down..

There is one thing I hate about life is you never know when depression is gonna hit ya...I was doing fine..then in the middle of the night..it hits..sitting here at work with no one to talk to, doesn't help either...Lots of things are running in my head..am I really loved? Why am I here(on earth< I know why at work)...am I really a nice person, and most of all what is wrong with me? I love my friends and my mom and dad....so why can't I be happy all the time and not cry? I've never thought about suicide(that is why I watch the suicide videos, somehow they make me feel better..)
I just wish that January would be here like, now..so I can be with my mom and dad..which is what I need now..I wish I could be sitting inbetween them and I could feel the love from both of them( which I do now but more so then)
I gotta get back to work...Mom, when you read this I love you so much..and dad I love youtoo, please don't ever leave me..and I'll do my best to make you two proud..
Love you

Bored, out of my mind

Well this is my second day with this blog that I have created...so far nothing has happend, except for the occasional stupid something coo or what-ever is making high pitched sreechings in the trees, annoying! But along with this cooing, there are sounds of froggies that are lurking out there in the dark...I gotta get me one of those little ipod thingys, that way I can listen to my favorite music, and not be bothered by froggies(although I love to listen to them, just not all night, and plus I can still here the phone here at work, and walking duing the night time with music on isnt a good idea I know..but oh well.
Hmm, I hear someone calling my name so I better go for now...blog later...I love you mom and dad!

My First Blog...

Hello Everyone,

I got this idea from some very sweet people I know(Momma and Dad)...I love them alot..Will Blog later