There is one thing I hate about life is you never know when depression is gonna hit ya...I was doing fine..then in the middle of the night..it hits..sitting here at work with no one to talk to, doesn't help either...Lots of things are running in my head..am I really loved? Why am I here(on earth< I know why at work)...am I really a nice person, and most of all what is wrong with me? I love my friends and my mom and dad....so why can't I be happy all the time and not cry? I've never thought about suicide(that is why I watch the suicide videos, somehow they make me feel better..)
I just wish that January would be here like, now..so I can be with my mom and dad..which is what I need now..I wish I could be sitting inbetween them and I could feel the love from both of them( which I do now but more so then)
I gotta get back to work...Mom, when you read this I love you so much..and dad I love youtoo, please don't ever leave me..and I'll do my best to make you two proud..
Love you
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I do love you Sarah and you will always have a special piece of my heart.
Hugs
Mom
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