Good evening

Hello Mom,
I'm doing better...but I'm getting tired of this depression state I'm in...I try to get out of it, but at least now I'm not hurting myself again( I got in trouble with Dad about what I did earlier)
I sent you and Dad a copy of my plane ticket..hope you got it...( are you excited that I'm comming soon?)
I hope things slow down for you Mom, and I hope that I can talk to you soon,
I love you very much...
Love, you daughter,
Sarah

Thank you Mom

Thank you for writing back....you've just made my morning....I changed the picture on my myspace page...now its of Tommy Cooper, greatest comedian ever!
I love you and you take care Mom,
Love you, Kisses
Love your daughter Sarah

My feelings

I'm back to feeling depressed again..no matter how much I try to shake it it won't go away..I feel like everything is against me(I'm getting tired of what is going on here at work...its hard to have a girlfriend as your boss..at least I don't have to worry about arguing about work at home..I just shut her mouth if she tries)
All I know is that I want to get better...this depression wears me out so bad...I was getting up set over nothing...I just turned around and hit a cement pole as hard as I could to get the anger out..didn't feel any pain though...but now the side of my hand is swollen and bruised.
Good news though, is that I'm going to be mentoring new volunteers at the Humane Society! I'm going to teach them how to properly care for the dogs,etc... I can't wait to start that!
I love you Mom, and it won't be too long till I get to come to see you and Daddy.
Love you, take care, and good night

Good night

Mom,
I read the article, and I think what it was saying was, what I earn(or win) is not mine but actually God's(am I right?)
I'm also sorry about the word I wrote on Myspace....I was just being funny(not to mention tired also), but I'm sory if it offended you....Are you going to punish me for it? :(
But I do love you Mom, and I hope you have a good weekend..
Love,
your daughter Sarah

Mom

Mom,
I'm sorry..I have forgotten what you wanted me to look up...I found a local charity that helps the homeless people have a thanksgiving dinner on Thanksgiving...I gave $50.00 to the charity. This is the first time that I have ever given to a charity besides the Humane society...
Please tell me again Mom what you wanted me to look up and I'll do it and write a blog about it.
I love you Mom and talk to you soon..
Love your daughter Sarah

Today..Monday

Hello Mom,
Today I took myself to the Zoo(I'll send you and Dad my flickr link so you can see them,as soon as get them up on the computer)
It was a beautiful day here, so much of the animals were out. I hadn't been to the zoo in who knows how long...
Its now been 1 week and 2 days no tobaccoo, and also I've stoped using those pills I told you about...not sleeping as good, but getting there..
So by the time I get to your place, I"ll have had all my addictions kicked(but now I gotta work on my language, before you and Dad get ahold of me)
Have a good week mom and I love you..I hope I'm making you proud of me
Love,
Me

I love you

Mom,
I love you very much and am being good...Everything is going good so far...
I hope you have a good weekend and hope to talk to you soon,
I love you,
Hugs,
Love Sarah :)