Hello Mom

Dear Mom,
Just wanted to drop you a note to say that I am thinking of you, and that I really enjoyed staying with you and Dad, and will do so again soon.
I hope your doing good, and that you had a good weekend...
I love you and I'll blog again soon.
Love your daughter,
Sarah

Good evening Mom

Hi Mom,
I read your note on my-space, that you had put up, and I'm praying for you, and thinking of you.
I love you Mom and I'm sooo excited to see you...
I'm going to bed now...I'll see you soon.
Love, your daughter,
Sarah

This weekend

Dear Mom,
I loved it when I got to talk to you this weekend...I'm still stuck at work...its freezing outside...I've been stuck in the same clothes from Friday till now....I've been shovling snow like crazy..but its all worth the over time( the only thing that sucks is there is no housekeeper, so whatever guest room I get today, I'll have to sleep in a bed that someone who I don't know will have allready been sleeping in the bed before me(yuck!!!!) Oh Well,
I hope your doing good Mom and its only 2 more weeks now till I can come and see you and Dad...are you excited?
I love you Mom very much..
Love your daughter Sarah

Good morning Mom

Dear Mom,
I just wanted to tell you good morning, and that I love you very much...I'm sooo stoked that in four weeks I get to come visit with you and Dad...
I hope you have a good day, and to know that I am thinking of you..
Love you,
Sarah

Good evening Mom

Dear Mom,
Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you..I hope your having a good week,
I've been a good girl..and having a good week..
Talk to you soon,
Love you very much,
Sarah

Cool Mom

Dear Mom,
That is cool, I hope you and Dad have a good Thanksgiving.....
I can't wait to talk to you and see the pictures...
I love you very much,
Love your daughter,
Sarah

Hello Mom

Hell Dear Mom,
I hope you had a good week..I did, I really enjoyed talking to you the other night..
Are you going to blog again? Dad told me that you got a new camerea, maybe you can take a recent picture of you and Dad, and send it to me..I'd love that!
I hope to talk to you soon,
Love your daughter,
Sarah Ann

Hello Mom

Good morning Mom,
I hope your having a good weekend...I had a good one, but I'm glad this is my friday, I'll also be glad that I have a few days off...
I'm getting so excited about coming, are you excited about me coming?
I'll be good for you this week, and I love you very much..
Love and hugs, your daughter Sarah

Mom

Dear Mom,
Its not just Lisa that is hitting, I used to hit her back, harder than when she hit me...when she sees that I'm not fighting back she is getting calmer...we only get in these fights when both of us, skip our meds,etc. She usually isnt a violent person..just very very jelous, childish, game playing...she is jelous of the relationship i have with you and Dad, she wants to be a part of it, and I say no, you can't...then she wants the spankings that you and dad are going to give me, and i say no to that...
I guess I'm too kind hearted of a person, that is why its easy for people to walk on me, but I'm getting stronger, I don't put up with the abuse anymore from my birthmom( sometimes its like I'm being punished for being born to her, at least she didn't raise me) I'll explain everything when I am with you and Dad...I hope we can sit and talk when I'm there..I really hope we do..
I love you Mom, thank you for being here for me..
Love your daughter,
Sarah

Mom

Dear Mom,
Thank you for calling, it made my day...after I got off the phone with you, Lisa's company left, and we got into an argument, she hit me, but I walked away, and went into my room...I can't belive I walked away..first time...I hope your proud of me for walking away..
Anyway, I love you Mom, please don't work too hard..I can't wait to see you and Dad.
Love your daughter,
Sarah Ann

Today

Hello Mom,
I hope your doing good..my day was interesting..but mainly I was down all day...I accidently left my mp3 player at work and someone stole it, I told Lisa about it, but all she could do was say, oh well who cares..
But I"m feeling better now, I went out and bought a nintendo ds system, and that will keep me occupied for a while...
I gott run, and get into my room( Lisa is having her family over tonight, so that means I gott migrate to my room, so I won't get introuble...
I love you and take care Mom,
Love, your daughter,
Sarah

Good evening

Hello Mom,
I'm doing better...but I'm getting tired of this depression state I'm in...I try to get out of it, but at least now I'm not hurting myself again( I got in trouble with Dad about what I did earlier)
I sent you and Dad a copy of my plane ticket..hope you got it...( are you excited that I'm comming soon?)
I hope things slow down for you Mom, and I hope that I can talk to you soon,
I love you very much...
Love, you daughter,
Sarah

Thank you Mom

Thank you for writing back....you've just made my morning....I changed the picture on my myspace page...now its of Tommy Cooper, greatest comedian ever!
I love you and you take care Mom,
Love you, Kisses
Love your daughter Sarah

My feelings

I'm back to feeling depressed again..no matter how much I try to shake it it won't go away..I feel like everything is against me(I'm getting tired of what is going on here at work...its hard to have a girlfriend as your boss..at least I don't have to worry about arguing about work at home..I just shut her mouth if she tries)
All I know is that I want to get better...this depression wears me out so bad...I was getting up set over nothing...I just turned around and hit a cement pole as hard as I could to get the anger out..didn't feel any pain though...but now the side of my hand is swollen and bruised.
Good news though, is that I'm going to be mentoring new volunteers at the Humane Society! I'm going to teach them how to properly care for the dogs,etc... I can't wait to start that!
I love you Mom, and it won't be too long till I get to come to see you and Daddy.
Love you, take care, and good night

Good night

Mom,
I read the article, and I think what it was saying was, what I earn(or win) is not mine but actually God's(am I right?)
I'm also sorry about the word I wrote on Myspace....I was just being funny(not to mention tired also), but I'm sory if it offended you....Are you going to punish me for it? :(
But I do love you Mom, and I hope you have a good weekend..
Love,
your daughter Sarah

Mom

Mom,
I'm sorry..I have forgotten what you wanted me to look up...I found a local charity that helps the homeless people have a thanksgiving dinner on Thanksgiving...I gave $50.00 to the charity. This is the first time that I have ever given to a charity besides the Humane society...
Please tell me again Mom what you wanted me to look up and I'll do it and write a blog about it.
I love you Mom and talk to you soon..
Love your daughter Sarah

Today..Monday

Hello Mom,
Today I took myself to the Zoo(I'll send you and Dad my flickr link so you can see them,as soon as get them up on the computer)
It was a beautiful day here, so much of the animals were out. I hadn't been to the zoo in who knows how long...
Its now been 1 week and 2 days no tobaccoo, and also I've stoped using those pills I told you about...not sleeping as good, but getting there..
So by the time I get to your place, I"ll have had all my addictions kicked(but now I gotta work on my language, before you and Dad get ahold of me)
Have a good week mom and I love you..I hope I'm making you proud of me
Love,
Me

I love you

Mom,
I love you very much and am being good...Everything is going good so far...
I hope you have a good weekend and hope to talk to you soon,
I love you,
Hugs,
Love Sarah :)

Today

It has now been four days sense I quit tobaccoo...I think I've gotten over the withdrawls, but its still going to be hard..but I'm doing it...
I've slowed down with the urges to put something in my mouth, I was getting tired of eating all the time..now its back to normal.
My mood has been good, I've been more cheery, etc. I'm proud of myself..
I hope your doing good Mom, and I love you very much.
Love your daughter

Today

Today was a excellent day! I was born again into Christ...thanks to my Daddy, who helped me.
After I got off the phone with him, I took a long walk..then had lunch with Lisa, then I went grocery shopping, and am going for another walk with Lisa, and then staying home.
Its been about 48 hours or so with no tobacco, its been really hard, but I'm doing it..I made a promise to myself, my mom and Dad and to Lisa, but most inportantly to God, that I"m never going back to chew again...I also cut that pill in half that I told you about Mom, and going to wing myself off of it..I'm slowly changing Mom, but I"m still going to be an little brat deep down..
I've been thinking of you all day, and I love you very much( I hope I don't make you upset enough to take me "fishing" when I'm there..
Talk to you soon Mom,
GOod night