Well not much is happening right now..I've put up a new pic(well taken last year) of me and a new pic of Lisa taken last week.
I was down for awhile...my stupid birth mom is giving me trouble again..I'm so good to her, and then she turns around and treats me like hell...I don't get it..I should have never tried to find her in the first place...she is half the reason I have problems now...I do things I shouldnt, just to make me feel better, I'm not talking drugs like marjana(sp), its something else...the only one who knows what I'm doing is Lisa, for now, then I come and visit you and Dad, I'll tell you everything. Lisa tries to help me on things but is clueless half the time...Like you know, I had turned to watching suicide videos to make me feel better, but with your help, I don't watch those..now its something different...
I wish I could leave everything here and move to be with you and Dad, but right now all I can do is talk to you, and in January come to visit, I know that I am loved by you and Dad, and Dad wll set me strait(and you too) on many things...
I guess I gotta get back to work....
I love you Mom alot, I'm thinking and praying for you all the time...kisses from your daughter
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Today
Dear Mom,
I had a great day today..I was at a meeting all day at the Humane Society, doing a refresher course on dog walking, cat and dog showing, dog training,etc...I actually paid attention(usually if something goes on for a while I gotta fidget or draw or zoom into space)..but I didn't this time.
So tonight when I finish this blog, I"m going to make a burrito, call my friend April in Oklahoma, and then go to bed..Tomorrow I'll go out for breakfast, do some laundry,and call Dad and you, then go to bed early cause I work Thurday mornings from 4-8am, then that starts my work week.
I hope you have a good night Mom, I love you very much...
When you get a chance Mom can you write me? About anything you want..
Good night
I had a great day today..I was at a meeting all day at the Humane Society, doing a refresher course on dog walking, cat and dog showing, dog training,etc...I actually paid attention(usually if something goes on for a while I gotta fidget or draw or zoom into space)..but I didn't this time.
So tonight when I finish this blog, I"m going to make a burrito, call my friend April in Oklahoma, and then go to bed..Tomorrow I'll go out for breakfast, do some laundry,and call Dad and you, then go to bed early cause I work Thurday mornings from 4-8am, then that starts my work week.
I hope you have a good night Mom, I love you very much...
When you get a chance Mom can you write me? About anything you want..
Good night
Monday, October 13, 2008
Random thoughts
I havn't blogged in awhile so here I go..
Yesterday I went to the Humane Society to pick out a dog to take to Katu studio to be pet of the week, It was a mad house when I got there, sense we were having our telethon from the Humane society and Katu. I found a dog, which is a beagle named Maggie May. So I took the dog today to Katu. very good dog but it jumped onto my lap while I was driving 32...not good..
Here is a story for you:
A couple of years ago I was inside a cage with a lovley dog, the dog lunged at my face to give me a kiss and my head(I was sitting down) hit against the concrete wall, so hard that it knocked me unconcious(sp), I don't know how long I was out but when I came to, the dog was staring right in my face...so I got up and left.
Another time I was there, I was trying to get out of a cage without the dog coming with me. The cages have something like a doggie door that you can close if you want the dog either in the fromt of the cage or in back, so i got the dog infront of that door, and ran to jump down to slide thru the door, well I missed the door and hit my knee on the wall, so hard that I actually saw stars for a bit...
Well that is all for now..I hope you have a good day Mom and what do you want me to write about next?
I love you
Yesterday I went to the Humane Society to pick out a dog to take to Katu studio to be pet of the week, It was a mad house when I got there, sense we were having our telethon from the Humane society and Katu. I found a dog, which is a beagle named Maggie May. So I took the dog today to Katu. very good dog but it jumped onto my lap while I was driving 32...not good..
Here is a story for you:
A couple of years ago I was inside a cage with a lovley dog, the dog lunged at my face to give me a kiss and my head(I was sitting down) hit against the concrete wall, so hard that it knocked me unconcious(sp), I don't know how long I was out but when I came to, the dog was staring right in my face...so I got up and left.
Another time I was there, I was trying to get out of a cage without the dog coming with me. The cages have something like a doggie door that you can close if you want the dog either in the fromt of the cage or in back, so i got the dog infront of that door, and ran to jump down to slide thru the door, well I missed the door and hit my knee on the wall, so hard that I actually saw stars for a bit...
Well that is all for now..I hope you have a good day Mom and what do you want me to write about next?
I love you
Friday, October 10, 2008
No Santa Paws
I just found out that I don't get to be Santa Paws this year!!!!!!!
I'm so bummed out I was looking forward to it....oh well..
I'll have my pictures taken professionaly so you and Dad can have a recent one of your daughter.
I love you talk to you soon..
I'm so bummed out I was looking forward to it....oh well..
I'll have my pictures taken professionaly so you and Dad can have a recent one of your daughter.
I love you talk to you soon..
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Nothing New
Hello,
Well nothing new has happend to me....other than being sick for a little while, but am feeling better now...
I'm keeping my fingers crossed that on Nov. 9th, I get to play Santa Paws again this year(I've been doing this for 3 years now)..Its fun to dress up like Santa, and instead of kids(which they do come but not as often) You have animals on your lap. and also their families too...Two years ago someone brought all of their animals to have their picture taken with Santa(me), that even included a horse, who tried to eat my beard off..then almost ate the hat off, very friendly horse.
Well I gotta get back to work. I hope your work settles down for you Mom and that you can relax some..
I love you very much
Well nothing new has happend to me....other than being sick for a little while, but am feeling better now...
I'm keeping my fingers crossed that on Nov. 9th, I get to play Santa Paws again this year(I've been doing this for 3 years now)..Its fun to dress up like Santa, and instead of kids(which they do come but not as often) You have animals on your lap. and also their families too...Two years ago someone brought all of their animals to have their picture taken with Santa(me), that even included a horse, who tried to eat my beard off..then almost ate the hat off, very friendly horse.
Well I gotta get back to work. I hope your work settles down for you Mom and that you can relax some..
I love you very much
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Random thoughts
Isn't it interesting on how you do a good job and work hard, and then someone oh say like your boss, turns around and gives someone who has only been on the job fo 3months or so, gives her 4 hours a week, while your still stuck with 36? I've been at this job almost 3 years. My boss, just fired someone and turned around and said, sarah, I"ll get back to you on the new schedule... and I found the new schedule in our box...and I just started crying, it hurt so bad knowing that she gave some young jeck who I hate, more hours when it is I who works hard here, I have more respect from the residents herer than anyone...i do what Lisa tells me to do,etc.
So I'm going to confront her on Monday pofessionaly(by then I'll have my tears out), and tell her what I think of her schedule(oh yea, she(the boss) also scheduled herself to work 2, 4hours a week, when I could be working one of those 4hour mornings, and that would toatal my hours to 40..that would make sense huh?
It hurt me so bad on what she did, that I was crying all night long and couldn't stop..
I can't wait till January and come home to Mom and Dad...
I love you Mom
So I'm going to confront her on Monday pofessionaly(by then I'll have my tears out), and tell her what I think of her schedule(oh yea, she(the boss) also scheduled herself to work 2, 4hours a week, when I could be working one of those 4hour mornings, and that would toatal my hours to 40..that would make sense huh?
It hurt me so bad on what she did, that I was crying all night long and couldn't stop..
I can't wait till January and come home to Mom and Dad...
I love you Mom
Thursday, October 2, 2008
A favorite song of mine..
Mom,
Here is one of many favorite songs of mine, sense I sound like a cow when I sing, I'll type it out just for you...Its by Johnny Cash..and It's called When the Man Comes Around..here we go.
And I heard as it were the noise of thunder, one of the four beasts saying come and see and I saw, and behold a white horse....
There's a man going round taking names, and he decides who is free and who's to blame, everyone won't be treated all the same, there will be a golden ladder reaching down, when the man comes around.
The hairs on your arm will stand up, at the terror in each sip and each suck, will you partake of that last offered cup? Or will you dissapear into the potters ground? When the man comes around.
Hear the trumpet, here the piper, one-hundred million angels singing, multitudes are marching to the big kettle drum, voices calling, voices crying, some are born and some are dying, its alpha and omgeas kingdom come, and the whirlwinds are in the thorn trees, the virgins are all trimming their wings, the whirl winds are in the thorn trees, its hard for thee to kick against the priest.
Till armagidon no shalom, no shaloom(Iguess that is what he said), then the father hen will call his chickens home, the wise man will bow down before the throne, and at his feet they will cast the golden crown, when the man comes around..who ever is unjust let him be unjust still, who ever is rightious, let him be rightous still, whoever is filthy, let him be filthy still, listen to the words long written down, when the man comes around...
And I saw in the midst of the four beasts, I look and behold a pale horse and the name it said on it was death, and hell followed with him.
I love you Mom
Here is one of many favorite songs of mine, sense I sound like a cow when I sing, I'll type it out just for you...Its by Johnny Cash..and It's called When the Man Comes Around..here we go.
And I heard as it were the noise of thunder, one of the four beasts saying come and see and I saw, and behold a white horse....
There's a man going round taking names, and he decides who is free and who's to blame, everyone won't be treated all the same, there will be a golden ladder reaching down, when the man comes around.
The hairs on your arm will stand up, at the terror in each sip and each suck, will you partake of that last offered cup? Or will you dissapear into the potters ground? When the man comes around.
Hear the trumpet, here the piper, one-hundred million angels singing, multitudes are marching to the big kettle drum, voices calling, voices crying, some are born and some are dying, its alpha and omgeas kingdom come, and the whirlwinds are in the thorn trees, the virgins are all trimming their wings, the whirl winds are in the thorn trees, its hard for thee to kick against the priest.
Till armagidon no shalom, no shaloom(Iguess that is what he said), then the father hen will call his chickens home, the wise man will bow down before the throne, and at his feet they will cast the golden crown, when the man comes around..who ever is unjust let him be unjust still, who ever is rightious, let him be rightous still, whoever is filthy, let him be filthy still, listen to the words long written down, when the man comes around...
And I saw in the midst of the four beasts, I look and behold a pale horse and the name it said on it was death, and hell followed with him.
I love you Mom
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