I just found out that I don't get to be Santa Paws this year!!!!!!!
I'm so bummed out I was looking forward to it....oh well..
I'll have my pictures taken professionaly so you and Dad can have a recent one of your daughter.
I love you talk to you soon..
Friday, October 10, 2008
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Nothing New
Hello,
Well nothing new has happend to me....other than being sick for a little while, but am feeling better now...
I'm keeping my fingers crossed that on Nov. 9th, I get to play Santa Paws again this year(I've been doing this for 3 years now)..Its fun to dress up like Santa, and instead of kids(which they do come but not as often) You have animals on your lap. and also their families too...Two years ago someone brought all of their animals to have their picture taken with Santa(me), that even included a horse, who tried to eat my beard off..then almost ate the hat off, very friendly horse.
Well I gotta get back to work. I hope your work settles down for you Mom and that you can relax some..
I love you very much
Well nothing new has happend to me....other than being sick for a little while, but am feeling better now...
I'm keeping my fingers crossed that on Nov. 9th, I get to play Santa Paws again this year(I've been doing this for 3 years now)..Its fun to dress up like Santa, and instead of kids(which they do come but not as often) You have animals on your lap. and also their families too...Two years ago someone brought all of their animals to have their picture taken with Santa(me), that even included a horse, who tried to eat my beard off..then almost ate the hat off, very friendly horse.
Well I gotta get back to work. I hope your work settles down for you Mom and that you can relax some..
I love you very much
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Random thoughts
Isn't it interesting on how you do a good job and work hard, and then someone oh say like your boss, turns around and gives someone who has only been on the job fo 3months or so, gives her 4 hours a week, while your still stuck with 36? I've been at this job almost 3 years. My boss, just fired someone and turned around and said, sarah, I"ll get back to you on the new schedule... and I found the new schedule in our box...and I just started crying, it hurt so bad knowing that she gave some young jeck who I hate, more hours when it is I who works hard here, I have more respect from the residents herer than anyone...i do what Lisa tells me to do,etc.
So I'm going to confront her on Monday pofessionaly(by then I'll have my tears out), and tell her what I think of her schedule(oh yea, she(the boss) also scheduled herself to work 2, 4hours a week, when I could be working one of those 4hour mornings, and that would toatal my hours to 40..that would make sense huh?
It hurt me so bad on what she did, that I was crying all night long and couldn't stop..
I can't wait till January and come home to Mom and Dad...
I love you Mom
So I'm going to confront her on Monday pofessionaly(by then I'll have my tears out), and tell her what I think of her schedule(oh yea, she(the boss) also scheduled herself to work 2, 4hours a week, when I could be working one of those 4hour mornings, and that would toatal my hours to 40..that would make sense huh?
It hurt me so bad on what she did, that I was crying all night long and couldn't stop..
I can't wait till January and come home to Mom and Dad...
I love you Mom
Thursday, October 2, 2008
A favorite song of mine..
Mom,
Here is one of many favorite songs of mine, sense I sound like a cow when I sing, I'll type it out just for you...Its by Johnny Cash..and It's called When the Man Comes Around..here we go.
And I heard as it were the noise of thunder, one of the four beasts saying come and see and I saw, and behold a white horse....
There's a man going round taking names, and he decides who is free and who's to blame, everyone won't be treated all the same, there will be a golden ladder reaching down, when the man comes around.
The hairs on your arm will stand up, at the terror in each sip and each suck, will you partake of that last offered cup? Or will you dissapear into the potters ground? When the man comes around.
Hear the trumpet, here the piper, one-hundred million angels singing, multitudes are marching to the big kettle drum, voices calling, voices crying, some are born and some are dying, its alpha and omgeas kingdom come, and the whirlwinds are in the thorn trees, the virgins are all trimming their wings, the whirl winds are in the thorn trees, its hard for thee to kick against the priest.
Till armagidon no shalom, no shaloom(Iguess that is what he said), then the father hen will call his chickens home, the wise man will bow down before the throne, and at his feet they will cast the golden crown, when the man comes around..who ever is unjust let him be unjust still, who ever is rightious, let him be rightous still, whoever is filthy, let him be filthy still, listen to the words long written down, when the man comes around...
And I saw in the midst of the four beasts, I look and behold a pale horse and the name it said on it was death, and hell followed with him.
I love you Mom
Here is one of many favorite songs of mine, sense I sound like a cow when I sing, I'll type it out just for you...Its by Johnny Cash..and It's called When the Man Comes Around..here we go.
And I heard as it were the noise of thunder, one of the four beasts saying come and see and I saw, and behold a white horse....
There's a man going round taking names, and he decides who is free and who's to blame, everyone won't be treated all the same, there will be a golden ladder reaching down, when the man comes around.
The hairs on your arm will stand up, at the terror in each sip and each suck, will you partake of that last offered cup? Or will you dissapear into the potters ground? When the man comes around.
Hear the trumpet, here the piper, one-hundred million angels singing, multitudes are marching to the big kettle drum, voices calling, voices crying, some are born and some are dying, its alpha and omgeas kingdom come, and the whirlwinds are in the thorn trees, the virgins are all trimming their wings, the whirl winds are in the thorn trees, its hard for thee to kick against the priest.
Till armagidon no shalom, no shaloom(Iguess that is what he said), then the father hen will call his chickens home, the wise man will bow down before the throne, and at his feet they will cast the golden crown, when the man comes around..who ever is unjust let him be unjust still, who ever is rightious, let him be rightous still, whoever is filthy, let him be filthy still, listen to the words long written down, when the man comes around...
And I saw in the midst of the four beasts, I look and behold a pale horse and the name it said on it was death, and hell followed with him.
I love you Mom
Proms
This is a blog of my two proms(well 3)..
My first prom was in 11th grade...I remember the boy I asked out was named Robert Loffink..I forgot were we went to, but his mom set it up to where his aunt and him picked me up at my house in a lemozene(sp) like car( side note here..it was cute because one of my elderly neighbors was peaking out her door when this happened)..Then we got to where ever we went to, and we won a door prize..a box of chocolites...afterwards a few of the couples went out to see a movie..my date and I went with them and shared the box of candy..
My senior prom I took my boyfriend at the time(the one who i wrote about, who is hooked on drugs now)...I remember he couldn't stand being there because there was no dancing and no smoking..I don't remember much about that prom..Then we went to his highschool prom..we danced(I don't like dancing, never have never will), Then we went from there to his cousins house who bought us beer, and that is when I learned how to chew(never mix chew and beer at the same time) I thought we were going to tip the car over because my head was spinning from the new experiance of chew, and the beer(side note here...I had been having sips of beer and wine sense I was 3, I have a picture that my adopted mom took of me taking a sip of beer from her brothers beer can, while he was holding it, I had to have been about 2 or 3 at the time)
Well that is all for now...What would you like me to write next Mom?
I love you very much...Kissess
My first prom was in 11th grade...I remember the boy I asked out was named Robert Loffink..I forgot were we went to, but his mom set it up to where his aunt and him picked me up at my house in a lemozene(sp) like car( side note here..it was cute because one of my elderly neighbors was peaking out her door when this happened)..Then we got to where ever we went to, and we won a door prize..a box of chocolites...afterwards a few of the couples went out to see a movie..my date and I went with them and shared the box of candy..
My senior prom I took my boyfriend at the time(the one who i wrote about, who is hooked on drugs now)...I remember he couldn't stand being there because there was no dancing and no smoking..I don't remember much about that prom..Then we went to his highschool prom..we danced(I don't like dancing, never have never will), Then we went from there to his cousins house who bought us beer, and that is when I learned how to chew(never mix chew and beer at the same time) I thought we were going to tip the car over because my head was spinning from the new experiance of chew, and the beer(side note here...I had been having sips of beer and wine sense I was 3, I have a picture that my adopted mom took of me taking a sip of beer from her brothers beer can, while he was holding it, I had to have been about 2 or 3 at the time)
Well that is all for now...What would you like me to write next Mom?
I love you very much...Kissess
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
When I was in 6th grade....
Hello Mom,
This is what I remember of when I was in the sixth grade.. I remember still having recess(my favorite thing)..after lunch two of us would be assined to watch over the younger children going from the cafeteria(which was on the other side of the campus which we shared with the high schoolers and the college kids)..I remember one time when I was done with lunch early(I even scarfed my food then), I was the first one on the playground..I climbed up on the monkey bars and layed accross the top of them then reachingunder them I flipped over them and lost my grip, and fell to the ground(I was allways falling), then I remember that we had to go to outdoor school, I hated that..I didn't want to be away from home, and what made it worse was when we had to shower..I protested so much that I ended up taking one by myself(I had gone thru pruberty before anyone else, actually I had hit puberty by the time I was in 5th grade..yep I had gone thru everything) but the people and the school never understood why I was so stubbon as to not take a shower..I didn't care..I remember making a friend to whom I am friends with today(the only person I am friends and keep in touch with from school) April, she and I had alot of things in common, we were both shy(she out grew that but mine has gotten worse to a point), and we are both adopted(we both found our birthparents, mine has been h--- on earth and hers don't care about her...but we had many happy days together, and a happy summer. I'm about to run out of space so I'll write you later...and talk soon, I love you...
This is what I remember of when I was in the sixth grade.. I remember still having recess(my favorite thing)..after lunch two of us would be assined to watch over the younger children going from the cafeteria(which was on the other side of the campus which we shared with the high schoolers and the college kids)..I remember one time when I was done with lunch early(I even scarfed my food then), I was the first one on the playground..I climbed up on the monkey bars and layed accross the top of them then reachingunder them I flipped over them and lost my grip, and fell to the ground(I was allways falling), then I remember that we had to go to outdoor school, I hated that..I didn't want to be away from home, and what made it worse was when we had to shower..I protested so much that I ended up taking one by myself(I had gone thru pruberty before anyone else, actually I had hit puberty by the time I was in 5th grade..yep I had gone thru everything) but the people and the school never understood why I was so stubbon as to not take a shower..I didn't care..I remember making a friend to whom I am friends with today(the only person I am friends and keep in touch with from school) April, she and I had alot of things in common, we were both shy(she out grew that but mine has gotten worse to a point), and we are both adopted(we both found our birthparents, mine has been h--- on earth and hers don't care about her...but we had many happy days together, and a happy summer. I'm about to run out of space so I'll write you later...and talk soon, I love you...
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
When I was in Kindergarten
Hello Mom.
I remember when I was in Kindergarten, I went to school in this little house, that was on the property of elementry/high school/college, campus. I think I only went to kindergarten 1/2 a day... but I do remember the kids teasing me because I was quiet, had trouble learning,etc. I remember I was trying to get out of this one room and a kid was on the other side holding the door shut, finally he let go and I went flying back and hit my mouth on a wooden chair..I used to though get all of my bible verses right(I went to Christian school), and getting awards for being the quietest there...The babysitters that I went to lived right across the street from the kindergarten..so she and her son who was one year younger than me, would walk over to their house when school was done...I remember one time though, her son and I were throwing apples(I think they were apples, don't remember what), and they went thru the neighbors window( I couldnt' sit for a while after the babysitter got done with my bottom), Then I lost my grandpa(on my adopted Mom's side) sometime in September of when I was in Kindergarten, I don't remember much about him(my adopted Dad's Dad died in 1973, so I never knew him), but I have alot of memories of my two grandma's growing up....
Well that about does it for now...
Here is something I'd like you to do Mom, I would like you(when you get a chance/and or want to) tell me what you think about me, I know that sounds weird..but I want to know how you feel about me..what I can do to make you proud of me, and what do you expect from me when I come to visit with you and Dad.
I love you very very much
I remember when I was in Kindergarten, I went to school in this little house, that was on the property of elementry/high school/college, campus. I think I only went to kindergarten 1/2 a day... but I do remember the kids teasing me because I was quiet, had trouble learning,etc. I remember I was trying to get out of this one room and a kid was on the other side holding the door shut, finally he let go and I went flying back and hit my mouth on a wooden chair..I used to though get all of my bible verses right(I went to Christian school), and getting awards for being the quietest there...The babysitters that I went to lived right across the street from the kindergarten..so she and her son who was one year younger than me, would walk over to their house when school was done...I remember one time though, her son and I were throwing apples(I think they were apples, don't remember what), and they went thru the neighbors window( I couldnt' sit for a while after the babysitter got done with my bottom), Then I lost my grandpa(on my adopted Mom's side) sometime in September of when I was in Kindergarten, I don't remember much about him(my adopted Dad's Dad died in 1973, so I never knew him), but I have alot of memories of my two grandma's growing up....
Well that about does it for now...
Here is something I'd like you to do Mom, I would like you(when you get a chance/and or want to) tell me what you think about me, I know that sounds weird..but I want to know how you feel about me..what I can do to make you proud of me, and what do you expect from me when I come to visit with you and Dad.
I love you very very much
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